Sleepless nights

These few nights had been really tough for me. Cant slp, too many thoughts running abt my mind.

And recently i learnt abt Little miss.G had fell in love with some other 2 guys with options again. Once again somehow i felt jealous, knowing tt none of the options were me hah.. How stupid.

Why is it tat im feeling this way? I tot i've alrdy got numb after so many bfs she had LOL. Prolly its bcoz we've alrdy reach a age where we really hope we could settle down and find the right one. As usual, my love life hasnt been blossoming. Why why why. Sometimes i really feel damn fustrated but wads the rush? cmon... lol.

I jus hope i could feel tat LOVE is in the air. Fall in love, and have a taste wad real love wud be like. Though i know im not the best candidate for bf but at least im not the worse right! =/

K, how i hope i could be some hero. Whr pple will adore and fancy abt. Please dont make me lose my last bit of hope, courage and confidence towards love.

If fate for LOVE still surrounds me. Please let me here ur call.

gZ- owns like a pro!

MY NSF LIFE part 3

There we are, landed in 42SAR. With a fk up OC, Cpt Jacky, and a not so bad CSM, MSG Vincent. Soon after we came in, we had our induction, a reverse SOC, and i was the lucky one choosen to be one the stretcher HAHA!

Not long later the whole company went india for training. And thinkin tat there comes our ownage time. But however to our disappointment we were made AI for some bronco lessons.
Other den 1 lazy spec we have, the rest was actually doing well with their job. Bk and I were the admin specs, Kenny n Hee were the OVM specs, Wei Hao was the signals spec, and of coz Duane and I were the armskote spec. Wei Xuan eventually became our PS and at first there was some problem but as time goes by he changed and became a better PS.

Our men was considered very obedient as compared to other platoons. Other den our medic, the rest aint giving us any problems. And soon after living for quite some time in 42SAR, our OC finally changed to the BEST OC we could ever wish for, CPT LECK. Welfare was finally recovered after he took over the command. We practically had 4 and a 1/2 day work wk for every wk until before ATEC stage 1.

Life was fantastic until october draws near. We had to prep for Ex. Wallaby. Cleaning up every single shit item we have to bring there, field pack to boot lace, it had to be dust-free. Well until then i realise i had to accept the fate tat i'm slowly taking over the CQMS appointment from zhiwei. Finally the check was over and i was anticipating my role as a CQ in wallaby, Australia rockhampton. From ration to sleeping bags and safari beds i had alot of job to take care of since day 1 of my arrival. The pics on the previous posts are much to describe the living conditions there.

After wallaby, nxt high key was the LAB audit check. I officially took over CQMS and continue the job by preparing my store for the check. Making sure all the items was in correct amount and in servicable condition. But in the end, they din even check my store -.-
So after tat the new pioneer specs came in, took over most of our jobs, and I oso handed over my store. Finally this journey has came to an end for me, 1year 10months. Chao keng, report sick, real or fake, doesnt really matter to me anymore, i've missed too many things in my NSF life, and i dont even wan to get bothered by them. Parades, marching, drills, I had enough of them.

Now i'm moving out to the civilian world again, retriving my long lost frend, recovering my freedom, I feel more disciplined and motivated to work harder to achieve better results, acedemically and physically. I've got to know many good buddies during NSF life, even those old specs in my 42SAR, Brendan, YuanHong, Joseph. Elite soldiers such as, zongxuan, kheng loon, ke xiong, meng hee, leslie, jasper. Lazy bumps like duane and the MTR specs. All kind of pple that can survive w/o bathing for so many days, or slp even if they're standing. NS taught me many great lessons tat can nv b learnt from school. DISCIPLINE, ENDURANCE, GIVE AND TAKE, AND SWALLOW EVEN IF ITS HARD ON ME. Its a milestone tat toughens me up and prep me for the real world.

Im no longer a young chap, im 22. And i hope this journey which ends today, for me, will continue on with the rest who are still in service for the SAF, striving hard to protect the nation, and maintain the peace of the country.

I here by conclude my service for the Singapore Armed Forces - Full time Servicemen, officially ends today, 100510. The memories of my fellowship, brotherhood, fun times, tough times, will forever be inside my heart. Written here as a evidence of my existence, and for how long tis blogspot serves.

Good Bye SAF, Thank you for your teachings.

3SG Wong GuanZhong
42SAR, Serval Company
Pioneer Admin Spec, CQMS, Armskote Spec.

MY NSF LIFE part 2

Hey, im back to continue my NSF life after SISPEC, which is now no longer called SISPEC from wad i know. Its newly knowed as Specialist Cadet School.

ok, as from last post, i was sent to ETI in Nee Soon Camp as a Combat Engineer trainee. During the first day together with my daffel bag, my dad sent me to nee soon camp. At first i only tot i was in the same field as meng hee and yee pong. But surprisingly when i reached the training shed waiting for the tonner, i saw JASON KOH and TAN JUN WEI once again! YES, AGAIN!

I was more den happy to see them again, and wads more? There were more then i expect to know in the same platoon. And who are they?
Namely,
Chee Han
Zi Ming
Ang Eng Ann, Alan
Jia Hao

All these for i can rmb, are my old frens either from BMT same company or my ex secondary school frens.
In our bunk, platoon 3 section 2 bunk 1 to be exact, there were 5 of us who were old BMT platoon mates. This greatly triggered my motivation to finish this 1 mth with them. Though this is prolly the shortest period of my trainee life in ETI but however its one of the best as well. Coz of this fate, or maybe the human resource side had done a great job, I was able to meet my old frens once again and do this shit tgt with them. And with them, i know im not alone. From cleaning the toilet to doing "sai gang", we do them volunteerily. Learning new basics away from the infantry style, was pretty interesting and new for me. Playing with demolitions, mine prodders was definitely a new try and interesting gadget to fondle. And its also at ETI, tat i had my first encounter with the m16 rifle, and picking up the armskote men appointment again.

We learned different demolition charges, from a size of a thumb to a size of a 26inch lcd tv. Learnt minefield, mine clusters, and boring sessions of intensive lectures. And there was even once we got knock it down in the bloody lecture room!!! HAHAHAHA isnt that hilarious? I was like laughing my bloody ass off when i was in the pumping position, it was so funny tat almost the pple ard me were also laughing their ass off when we changed position from pumping to crunches and back to pumping. This was old school.

Next, when we were first introduced to our engineer song. This bloody loser, Tommy, made fun of the song by changing the lyrics to some bangla thing, causing us to march ard the parade square like a dog.

And soon our 1month is up, we're moving off to the specialize engineer field, namely, Field Engineers (FE), Armoured Engineers (AE), Plant Engineers, FLB.
From this point onwards, my buddies left me again, jun wei and alan went to the HOTTER selection, the Plant. While me, Jason, Meng Hee, Zi Ming, Wei Hao, Yee Pong went to the more interesting selection, the Armour family.

So we left ETI and moved to the furthest camp of all.... Sungei Gedong Camp. "Once armour, Always Armour."
And indeed, this last phase of my trainee lifespan in sungei gedong made me rooted to this camp, FOREVER.

We went to AETC, which is aka 38SCE now for training. 2nd Warrant Officer Vincent was our incharge and Staff Wong was our welfare PS. Now there i landed in the same bunk as, Jason Koh (yes once again), Yap Wei Hao (joker), Ziming, Yee Pong, Tommy.
We learnt how to operate, drive and service a Bronco. What are the necessary stores and OVMs we need to prep the vehicle, how to prep-for-ops and how to make the bronco swim.
We also did some live firing with our favourite engineer demolitions.

During the armoured engineer course, we had a few out fields before the summary exercise. I can rmb there was once we came back frm a out field, everyone was so shag, den we tio fk. Staff Lee was giving us a 1 time good 1, den he suddenly ask jason koh, aka yandao, "Eh yandao let me ask you, why do u need 3 to 4 pple to clean 1 bloody L plate?" (He was asking tis in a very stern look, and the atmosphere was so intense because Staff Lee was angry). Guess wad jason replied?
"Because its VERY DIRTY." (He said this w/o thinking much) And then the whole group of us burst into laughter. Then we tio knock it down liao HAHA. Well i cant rmb exactly how the scolding went but i roughly rmb its something like this, and we all laughed so hard that my tears almost rolled out.

Soon CNY came, den then another theft case arise. Wei Hao's 500 bucks went missing in 2 different occasions. First time he din wan to make a big fuss bcoz its book out day, if he were to report, he knew everyone book out timing will get delayed. So he said nvm.
The 2nd time, he lost approx 200bucks i think? He decided to report it. And this time, its after an out field exercise den it went missing. And the suspects were those who didnt go outfield, and unfortunately, i was one of them. But after a thorough investigation, before the book out, we were made to do a full body inspection, we even took off our pants to check the underwear. And that was the time the culprit was finally caught. The money was found to be hidden inside the underwear in one of the main suspect. And it was a few hundred bucks. He was immediately taken away by court martials and charged to DB. Well, luckily in this incident i didnt get framed by this fella. And most importantly my innocence was cleared. PHEW!!

These were the few big incidents tat happened during my stay in AETC. Lastly, after our sum-ex, transformers, i can still vaguely rmb on the 13/2/09 after a few smses, i broke off with my last girlfriend. It was really disheartening, as it happened directly before valentines. I made a lot of preparations for her, and even pre-ordered flowers. But it didnt work. On the same period of time, Hee received a bad news from his beloved girl as well, causing him to break down during the final Passing out Parade. We're all fooled by the word love i wud say...

And soon we finally passed out as a 3rd Sergeant. We went back to Sungei Gedong camp AGAIN and headed to a new home called the 42th Battalion Singapore Armoured Regiment. Together with my fellow mates, Wei Xuan, Wei Hao, Meng Hee, Kenny, Boon Kiat and Duane, we joint the family of SERVAL COY from 270209 onwards.

MY NSF LIFE part 1

Talking abt my NSF life, it marks a life which includes friendship, love, brotherhood, and taking up responsibilities and learning experiences. From a recruit, to a private, to a corporal, and den to a 3rd seargeant. A long 1 yr 10mths regimental life, loss of freedom, a love that i nv had a chance to explain how much i cared and 1 girl tat i failed to woo.

2008, 11th of July. I was officially enlisted into BMTC school 2 together with Wilfred, Yee Pong. The 3 of us were pretty optimistic at first, but once we reached our coy line after taking some noobsh!t oath, I realise I was posted to different coy, while fred n pong went to the same bunk in COY P, i went to COY R (raven).

There i met my first bed buddy, Tan Jun Wei. A really good fren... And also saw an old fren, Jason Koh! Life in BMT was like dog, tough but yet enjoyable coz of those funny pple ard me.
I felt very honoured to know this guy calle Ian Chan, he was a regular Pilot-to-be at that time.
He was really gd in the army stuff, we learnt much from him since day 1 and not to disappoint us, he was the company best soldier. In our very small section, we shared with each other many things from personal to army. I rmb i once talked to Ian during the field camp abt my girl, and his as well. It was a really good chat, being in that kind of situation(field camp), it make me feels im not alone. And during the last 2nd night, in our self-script, during my 1/3 alert timeslot, Ian was the platoon IC, he came to me to check out whether did i fall aslp and chatted with me to keep me accompany till my timeslot is abt to end. And most importantly not to forget the times we laugh and joke in our sea-facing bunk, we often sit tgt infront of the window after dinner to watch the sunset slowly setting into the evening sky. During the sunset, the 2 musicians namely, Frans and Ian, took out their guitar and start playing so we could enjoy a better sunset.
Finally towards the end of the BMT training, we had a OC evening, Ian n Frans played a wonderful piece of "Hotel California" tgt with the sweet vocal of Alan Ang. I wont forget how we hump and sing along with the guitars played from the famous hands in the Raven 3 Section 2 bunk. Its the MOST memorable and enjoyable experience in my entire NSF tat i can have such fun even knowing the fact that we're still serving the fking NATIONAL SERVICE.

To those who might still rmb and concern:
Bed 1 - Frans Lee
Bed 2 - Zheng Chuang
Bed 3 - Long Sheng
Bed 4 - And Eng Ann, Alan
Bed 5 - Tan Jun Wei
Bed 6 - Wong Guan Zhong
Bed 7 - Tan Jun Long
Bed 8 - Roy
Bed 9 - Lee Tai Heng
Bed 10 - Shawn
Bed 11 - Shane Sng
Bed 12 - Ian Chan
Thank you all for making my 9wks BMT stay very enjoyable.
And on the very last day in BMT,i I march my 21km route march and POP-ed as a Private.

During this block leave, I got back in contact with one of the girl tat i fancied in the past. And soon manage to catch her pretty heart, held her hands and our love blossomed. But unfortunately this blossom didnt lasted. Which till now, i cant have my chance to say im sincerely sorry. Its all fated to be my regret.

After my BMT, I was posted to SISPEC, K COY. Knowing life will be so miserable there, that I was grumbling the first day. But soon i realise i still had a small luck with me, which is to have my old BMT section mate, Shane, with me in the SAME section once again. He told me to endure this shit together and POP as a CPL tgt. And after much encouragement, I decided to go with him, but though im not as good as him, i still hang in there till the very last min and POP as a CPL.
Seriously i wud say my stay in K coy Sispec wasnt a fruitful one. I din have much motivation to do things at tat point of time, but surprisingly, my physical status was the best in Sispec. Might be due to the fact that i know i have a girl out there tat will wait for me every wk end, tat i made this reason for me to push on for a peaceful stay and early book out every wk end, just to see her face. Day by day passed in Pasir Laba Camp, I got to know this kid call ah boy, he's really cute. I could still rmb his name is Tan Chin Han. A young boi... who eventually became my buddy after one guy OOC-ed. The days in Sispec passed on tgt with the memory of my ex-gf. And on the day we pass out, we were told where we will be going, some ASLC, some armour, some Recce, some Artillery, some Signals, some Air force, some Engineers. And for me, I was announced to become a Armoured Engineer Specialist.

And thats where we embark off into the next phase of my Specialist trainee life.
Next station - ETI(Engineer Training Institude). And so farewell Pasir Laba Camp! BYE BYE sispec!

对不起 旺旺, 我失去了才懂得珍惜. 路上好走.

Since sec3, this rabbit has been with me for approx 7 yrs. Lookin at me when i was having fun, quarreling with my parents, start of poly, graduate from poly, leaving for NS.

He'd never fall sick thru out this few yrs of stay outside my corridor. From a small round fur ball, it grew up to become a real adult rabbit. I could still rmb him standing on his hind legs watching us when we came home back in the earlier years. Running ard the small area like a lost sheep when my dad comes home from work. And for a non-meat eater like him, he was still considered a likable pet when pple drop by our house and take a look or play with him.

It has been many yrs tat i could last rmb the last time i seriously took care of him, till recently, my dad told me ah wang was sick, tat he has dragging his hind legs when he move. Tat moment i saw was painful, like something pierced thru my heart, watching him not eating and dragging his hind legs was extremely painful. Knowing my pet was ill for the 1st time, i couldnt do anything. Until my dad took him to a vet, they diagnosed him with some stomach-wasn't-feeling-well problem and brought some medicine back for him then i started to panic and realise this might be the last few moments with him.

As a rabbit lifespan is only abt 6-8yrs. I was pretty fortunate to had him with us for 7yrs. For so much he'd been thru with us, from a small fur ball where i can hold him with 1 hand to a big fat rabbit tat couldnt even be bothered to move at times, he has alrdy been one of us and emotionally attached to our family.

Wang Wang had been a really good boy, naughty rabbit, and till today, 150310, his time was up. He left us with only good memories that he has build throughout this 7years, the actions, the laziness, and the naughty times when he jumped out of the fence to lie ard along the corridor. He left peacefully.

I felt sry for him, tat i didnt do anything much for him these few yrs. A regret tat i could never ever explain to him, that i only hope he can understand. I could only feel he's still like a baby when i fed him with food these couple of weeks, knowing he was weak, at least i didnt made him leave with an empty stomach and at least i fed him for the last time, watching him looking at me. I felt a guilt. I felt so miserable.

I'll never forget this part of my life tat I had him with us, for the 7 years, he shared our fun and tough times. He was the 1st and only pet i had tat lived with us for so long, guarding our home and silently watching over us. I thank him for being my and our companion, u will always be remembered.

Consider me lucky, or was it fate tat planned tis. Since last wk when i came home, for the entire I took off and he fell sick. Was it a hint for me to accompany my rabbit for his last phase?

I was extremely happy and glad tat i could spend this 2 wks of time tgt with my dear rabbit, it seemed like he has been waitin for this period of my stay at home, that he fall from the strong and active rabbit to a weak and tired one.

I held him in my arms and still feel he was a baby, watching him deteriorating day by day, but trying his best to stand and walk, react to us, even he was so exhausted. Move so we know he's still kicking alive, guess he must have wanted our attention for the very last time before he took his last breath.

And as he lie comfortably at the most corner of my corridor, tat was his final spot and his favourite place to pass on peacefully into the next stage of his life.

God, had you taken him away?

旺旺, I will miss you.

gZ-

Fate is written on our hands

Spending 1/4 of my sunday with her. Knowing somehow its her results tat are bothering her, but i couldnt find words to comfort her. Well interestingly, i was rather shocked when she popped a qns to me, tat was "What do you want to be in your future?".

It was an immediate effect, my eyeballs rolled to the side of the transparent glass panel and stared into the opposite blk blankly. Brain was storming how big i could make it in my lifetime, wad had i achieved so far in my studies, wad kind of jobs am i gonna take on in the future? All sorts of qns roamed out frm nowhere regarding my future, splashing in at such great speed. Den i tot, after hearing her plans for her future, i feel like im a total loser. I cant talk to her abt sch cause i dun hav good results myself to advice her, i cant seem to fit into the chat coz practically i dun hav a sch to study in currently as well. We are from different world, she had many many routes drawn for her future, expectations, dreams and believes. But i had none, walking my way aimlessly, no clear future, no big fortune will be expected.

Like many other males, they'll try to impress the opposite sex with their looks, wealth or knowledge. These 3 main criteria are the most impt for the girls nowadays when they are lookin for a suitable partner. But in my case, none of them suits into my state of category. And for smart girls like her, being her fren, i feel like an outcast, looked down, probably graded lowest in the frendship list.

Serious ruminations had been done, but i dont think for the time being i can find anything tat interest me the most. Im not keen in doing IT, nor Engineering. But i do hav an affection for sports, however its nt within my control to be able to study tat. Im been chasing those level of paper qualifications, without knowing wad i am studying. But i do see pple making out big with jus a O level cert, in a sense like Jasper said, they've no safety net.

And thats y i say girls with many expectations and me, are from 2 different world. I believe if love existed, none of these matters. But considering who wont want a comfortable life, money still make things wonder. And I, a normal rough person, might nv get to taste the fortune rolling all over the place. I wud just wan simple, memorable lifetime. Coz who knows when we'll die? Chiong so much but miss out the perks of life.

How big can i make it this lifetime? Will there be someone who will not be afraid of having a not-so-rich life and making ends meet, walking hand in hand till times get better & better and till the end of time? Sound like only fairy tale, but i do believe in myself. Thou i dont belong to those brainy group, but i believe im still here for something im worth for.

If im fated to be rich(making it big), I believe I will be up there in no time. But if i'm not, I've got nth to lose so far.

And its worth waiting for,

coz i'm gZ-

The one of only gZ-

JUST BELIEVE

1Mar10 - My sweetest dream.

This special morning i had a dream abt me and Her. Its abt something to do with love, couple, i guess? And thx to such thing tat existed called "dream", tat i can have this rare opportunity to spend this short amount of time but seemed long tgt with her. thou knowing its not realistic; tat however it satisfies the hope in me tat it'd been so long i prayed for such thing to happen.

Trying out some weird outfits tgt, eating some kind of reunion dinner tgt, sitting beside her adding ingredients to her plain bowl of rice, all these little actions make me feel contented. I would know such thing will be close to impossible to turn real in this realistic world. But its always good to have a dream, where only in this world, i can really be the king.

Most pple say dream n realistic world are the opposite, and i guess so too. So after waking up, i decided to write tis down so in yrs to come i can rmb, today, i came so close and felt so contented for at least once in my lifetime, in my dreams =)

And pray this small little happiness will continue in my small little dream world... I'll be glad.

Little Miss.G

Your cheerful smile, and your pretty face.

I juz wished i could selfishly owner them to myself. And it all just belong to me. just me. How i wish..

I don't want to be just an acquaintance.

Little Miss.G

We shud be a grown up by now.

i felt rather appreciated tat someone actually trust me tat much to allow me to access their mailbox to check their mails for them. Apparently, out of curiosity i went to click on her past tense, and i had a moment of sour and sad feeling came running across my body. To realise tat ur not a person tat someone will write abt in the entire life(till now), i felt bad. I knew what this person wanted as a gd lifetime partner, pretty choosy i wud say, and for me.. till now i still find her hard to communicate at many times.

failure, going thru so many times of it, but yet still cant understand how a true relationship works. i'm no longer a young chap wearing school uniform running ard. my time in teenage days were over, stepping into a new age of grown up, and learning how to think rationally is still a key to being a mature guy.

probably im not the cup of tea for this particular person, but at least i wud say my feeling as to treat tis fella well, is definitely genuine. There're so many girls out there, but y cant i find a suitable one for myself. and this qns has been revolving ard me for many many yrs. Seemed like there's alrdy 1, but in the blink of an eye, its gone. Repeating itself throughout this years. Hard to forget those moments of pain and disappointed, it devoured me. And bcoz of this cycle, we continue to grow.

Im almost 22. God. And still no results of a positive relationship. And no wonderful grades. Sometimes i really doubt i can make it big someday. I tried to bury myself into work in camp, at least it wont hurt when i turn ard and find myself walking home alone. I've got frens, but frens dun make a family for sure. I'd really wan to hav a real blossom in life tat i can be proud of, may it come by luck or hard work but I knew i've not done enuff for the latter.

If im really tat bad of a person, i dun mind suffering. But wad i see frm my surroundings, are useless assholes enjoying life. I dont wanna complain or whine here, but there's no one else out there tat i have the trust for me to share tis with. Question now, Who understands me?

For as long as i remember, nobody.

And eventually, We'll still grow. gZ-

Happy Chinese New Year everybody!

finally. 3days of cny is coming to an end. Got some great stuff for this cny, specially for myself lol.

- 3 jeans

- 1 wallet

- 1 belt

- 1 top

- 2 shoes

total : $917

practically spent all my allowance. LOL. AND there's 1 very interesting qns tat i encountered during this festive.

Aunt: "When are u bringing ur gf over to show her to me?"

Me: "Er.. not so soon, wo mei you tao hua yun ah!"

Hmm kinda like wondering where have the girls in this world gone to? So many good girls out there, but as for now, none is fated to be in my social circle. pretty sad for a start of the cny, but none the less tis wont affect me =/

png finally owned his own "Home" grats to Png and Ah Ting.

yes, back in camp. I'm the CQ once again! yay! This potm arrow really damn zhun keep hit me one lor. Wads more, my dear BK is going to taiwan and giving me his appointment as well! LOL, so is tat wad a best commander gets? Extra appointment, extra work, no extra pay. =/

I'll take tis as a experience den, trying my best to settle the work b4 the audit and this might not b a bad learning experience as a logistic personnel for my future, it might even come in handy! LOL.

and my dear fren vin, hope with the new start of the cny, everything starts afresh for u too. stop thinking pessimistic and at least you still have a fren like me to hope for ur well-being! So take good care of urself and study hard k! U might nt see this for sure but let tis be a wish from me to u to be well and everything goes shun shun li li!!

Little Miss. G. stay cute and healthy rmb to eat more and healthily.

Pro frens of gZ- those who know me and i know u, good luck in everything u all do for the yr ahead! Best wishes!

gZ- as for me, lets ORD in the months to come and hope i can find myself a good sch to study in asap. And oso to meet my fated one REAL SOON! LOL im not young alrdy laa! Oh noooo... haha.

Mum and Dad, thou i dont express myself. But u all know i love you 2 for sure. So good health for the both of u, and may blessings fall into our house to keep our family happy, cheerful and healthy! And thats the best fortune i will wish for.

tired.

since thurs, i've been on several duties tat need me to wake up ard 5 in the morning to either bring my men for breakfast or open the armskote.
and ytd was a tiring day, came back frm range shooting a day of 19/20 and night of 20/20.
and had to settle armskote all the way till 3+am den can slp, and wads more i was chosen to become the DS for today. shag but no choice, i manage to close the armskote with the help of kheng loon and went to slp. setting my alarm at 6 i tot the 2hrs+ nap will be fine, but when i woke up i realise its wilbur's voice was yelling that my men din went for breakfast, i tot its still not time. but when i digged out my hp, its 7!!! OMFG.. i din even realise my alarm went off w/o waking me up LOL. shit its a tiring day indeed.

happy new year and lets get back to work

hey.. happy new year. Lets drop the holiday spirit and get back on track to do some work.

lets all say gZ-rox!