Frens come and go..

Sometimes, pple just dont simply appreciate wad u've done. Well, lets not just say an event or 2, i'm referring to a series of happenings that happened. If somebody had always asked, "Hey, how r u doing?", isn't that sweet. kk all of these, just mean.. wont u like someone to be always concerning u no matter rain or shine? like the first person u wan to share this particular incident would be him/her, like the 1st person u tot of to ask him/her out to eat when u see good food, like the 1st person u will rmb no matter how long is long, he/she will always stand right beside u watching over u. How nice would it be right? And thats something i've always longed for, but nv happened. (my parents dun count la~ =/)

I've tried thru all these yrs, to show my care and concern to this particular lady. She was somebody i used to like in the past no doubt, but time just proved that we cant be together.
She's active and a believer of God. and church services had made her well known by the guys out there. She 'used' to talk to me abt her love life, hw a guy she wanted, who woo-ed her and stuff. But now probably things had grown dull and boring, she might have got herself someone better to confide to. Distance became further n further till one day, she totally dont reply me anymore.
Well, i told her i might b too irritatin n annoying so i decided to shut myself up frm then on.

Hmm, guess this good old fren is = good old stranger.

Did i wasted my time all these yrs? Out of my willingness, its worthwhile..
I'll still cont to watch over her thru her A lvls, however i guess i cant b there to support her.
Shud be on my way to ATEC stage 2....