SHAG......

OmG! I just got to know that im one of the bloody safety spec that is required for tmr's ATP shoot.

DaMn it! I almost cant go home for the wk lucky i still manage to get my father drive me to n fro. How fortunate i am? haha.. thx daddy!

Hmm still trying to play 1 dota and chill a little b4 heading back to camp later on ard 11plus. I'm still feeling bad for my pal, Wei Hao, he's got some stupid extra duties today for some nonsense reasons that Kaffir OC complained, and den consecutively another bad news that he has to stay back for the shoot tmr. Whats more? That poor fren of mine needs to do COS for sunday as well.
I really hope some good things will brighten up his days. Sorry i strength is limited my fren. I'll definitely help u if u kanna 3 extras.

Ah ting, if u ever see this. Please gimme some words of encouragement frm ur heart.
Hah.. but anyway. ALL THE WAY BROTHER GZ!

Is ur gf the person u really love?

Well, i guess i'm not the only person on Earth that ponders over this qns.

But how do u really determine is the particular girl, the CORRECT girl?
I guess there wont b a definite answer for sure.

For me, happy go lucky, carefree.. just hw many girls nowadays accept these? Mostly expect a ideal special partner like erm.. a somebody that makes few gd K's a month, a stable career, good looking, romantic right?
Just how am i gonna find myself a gd partner? =/
Doesnt have to have gd looks, or hot body etc. just some heart to heart feelings. Like care n concern? =)

This mundane society is really ironic. How i wish at times i really will hav some super powers that can read girl's mind. So they will love me more ^^ (thats stupid huh)

Alright, if u hav a gf now, treasure it. If u dun hav, dun be picky! Life's nv perfect.
And for girls. Dun be picky as well, there're alot of patients out there waitin for a cure for this love sickness. So embrace and treat 1 another well, u nv know ur lifetime partner might be just right beside u =)

Love's not in teh airrrrrreeee

Frens come and go..

Sometimes, pple just dont simply appreciate wad u've done. Well, lets not just say an event or 2, i'm referring to a series of happenings that happened. If somebody had always asked, "Hey, how r u doing?", isn't that sweet. kk all of these, just mean.. wont u like someone to be always concerning u no matter rain or shine? like the first person u wan to share this particular incident would be him/her, like the 1st person u tot of to ask him/her out to eat when u see good food, like the 1st person u will rmb no matter how long is long, he/she will always stand right beside u watching over u. How nice would it be right? And thats something i've always longed for, but nv happened. (my parents dun count la~ =/)

I've tried thru all these yrs, to show my care and concern to this particular lady. She was somebody i used to like in the past no doubt, but time just proved that we cant be together.
She's active and a believer of God. and church services had made her well known by the guys out there. She 'used' to talk to me abt her love life, hw a guy she wanted, who woo-ed her and stuff. But now probably things had grown dull and boring, she might have got herself someone better to confide to. Distance became further n further till one day, she totally dont reply me anymore.
Well, i told her i might b too irritatin n annoying so i decided to shut myself up frm then on.

Hmm, guess this good old fren is = good old stranger.

Did i wasted my time all these yrs? Out of my willingness, its worthwhile..
I'll still cont to watch over her thru her A lvls, however i guess i cant b there to support her.
Shud be on my way to ATEC stage 2....

My oh My.

Soon, i'll be heading back camp. Wad a few short hrs i hav for this wk.
Moving out for exercise DA tmr, pretty unfortunate its was quite a last min call for me.
It shud b 3days 2night outfield and i'm gonna lose 2 nights of slp now.

How i wish G' will hear me complaining, and then i could save the trouble writing it here.
But too bad now she has a bf... I miss her.

Well im jus a rough guy afterall =/ haha. As for now, happy GO lucky! weee

hm. well my bday just past a few days ago. and this yr im finally 21, but however this experience is rather special. i spent e day in my camp, sungei gedong, with my frens of coz. its really fun on 1 side of the story, but however on the other side, the person tat i hope could hav done more, at least a present, dint do much other den a simple wish =/

hw wud i wish i could hav her attention. oh, thats crap.
hope my fellow frens in the coming yr who will be 21 can hav a happening and enjoyable bday.
dont follow my footsteps.. its very lonely that only urself remember and "sad" when ur frens dont even hav a clue of ur bday.

as for me.. i'll still move happily n cheerfully even theres nil presents received this yr.



coz tis is how I, gZ- rolls.

Hah. First time "blogging". Not a bad start huh.

out of new apparent reason i decided to cre8 a site for myself to write somethings when i'm bored. nth special, just hope someone during someday will see my msgs and understand me better. =)