It all became a 69

Yep tats right, it all became a 69 instead of a 99 as planned. But well nvm its ok im still glad that i had her in my life.

Had a simple evening with her and this feeling isnt something that can be explained with words. Happiness and joy filled my entire heart as we strolled down the beach of ECP, though we didnt walk far but it was an unforgettable moment with her. The way she held my hands engraved a mark in my heart so sweetly done that i knew nth better could replace this.

And I can only wish this love will last as long as it can, hopefully endless. Becoz this special bond is not easy to tie, especially for a guy like me.

Now the tricky part is to settle my parents, hope they can understand me. I know they will.

P.S ich liebe dich Summer.

Words of gZ-
And our love will sail on, against the wave and challenge the storm, all for a better tomorrow. =)

the spark of hope.

Emotion is a very special feeling. now that i've found myself plunged into a hole called 'love', so deep, and endless. I met this gal, so special....... whom leads a princess life, so lovely, and yet so fragile. I felt something special about her, something warm. This warmth made me fall in love with her, and her fragile frames make me want to take care of her even more.

Though im afraid that our financial differences will be the major obstructing factor that might cause hinderance in our relationship. But i couldnt be more selfish for now to have her by my side first, b4 all these thots come into reality. Though this is reality, but i'll still hold on to this simple hope for a new beginning in a r/s that can blossom into a garden of fruits.

She's so dear to me, i couldnt say more but i want her to b part of my life. Not sure whether she wants to or not, but nonetheless im all out to give it a shot! Many have said i've always been a stupid guy who always gave what my gf wants, but i think this is not stupid but instead it's my style of dote and love that i express to my special partner. Hopefully this way of showing love can work things out and rebuild my long lost confidence once again.

9911 will be the day i will ask her for the officials, not sure whether is she ready or will she accept but, even if i failed...... at least i tried. =)

But after this will come a new challenge from my family, to accept her as my gf. Not gonna plan too far ahead, as i prefer the best plan is to have no plans.
Though seriously many have said negative remarks about chinese nationals, and i do agree to some extend, but i seriously have no idea on whats deep inside her mind is she stilling hiding anythings from me or whether does she have any ulterior motives. But fk it man, im not gonna care anymore!! I just wan to fall in love again and have a taste of love.

I will persist that feelings are way more valuable then what money can buy. Thats y i will appreciate this chance and cherish her, even if she might be taking advantage of me with her whatever ulterior motive it may be, I wont care anymore. Cause papa is in LOVE!!!! woohoo!

To my dear girl if u ever read this, please dont jump up and start swearing at me or feel angry or disappoinment. The ulterior motive i've mentioned is purely based on my relatives experience and surrounding happenings. As i've told u b4 there're too many such cases happening ard us, or at least to my family, and that is y i have this mentality. Please forgive me for doubting u. It really wasnt intentional, its just that some impressions are hard to filter out so easily. Hope u can understand. And if u ever get to read this, these 3 words are from my heart and just for u 我爱你.



gZ- will enjoy while love is in the air!~
If possible, let this love last forever.
And ever.