Back to my land..

finally got home from rockhampton.. was a unforgettable trip there. I've got a appointment as as a CQMS and alot of shit work was thrown to me to settle. Though im not logistically trained, but i had some fundamentals owned during my poly. It wasnt easy i must say.. with storemen that has no initiative at all, its pretty hard to work out my plans. No store room, no sebas, only a appointment rank that owns. Well, i guess i'd still perform relatively well for the pass 3wks. Encik still came to give me a hand shake say i did well. LOL, but i'll not take over as a permanent CQ tats for sure!

Hmm. during the 1st out field which is FTX 3. I experienced the more splendid night of my life, i saw a widespread of stars above my head, they were huge and shiny, some even form shapes. It was so beautiful that i guess that moment will never happen in SG.

Also during the trip I start to miss someone.

Well, manage to compose a self-made poem during the last few days of ATEC stage 2.
Here's hw the 1st one goes:

"Anytime anywhere faraway in the darkest night
I hope you could see these shiny spark high up in the sky,
so many and so bright, they shiny relentlessly throughout the night,
but don't mistaken, one of em is a satelite!
Throughout the silent night the could wind blew,
freezing and shivering I hope I won't show.
Up there in my mind I'm thinking of YOU
But for YOU won't do be the same; bcoz you'll never know.. "

2nd piece:

"Movement from laager to site
Isn't a easy job throughout the night
What fears the incoming is unknown
Huge curbs that might make you topple down the stones...
Can't close my eyes till day it'll shine
cos there're other lives that are not mine.
Slowly it accelerates to find a safe place to rest our heads
For my named Tough I'm living up
Before the sun rise I'll never give up."

All these pieces of "phases" are penned during each lonely night thruout the trip in Wallaby.
I thought of sharing with the girl i wanted, but.... guess better not.

Foot! Its getting worse, itchier and an ugly sight now. Planned to get excuse for boots once returned to camp. Oh dear plz recover my foot.

Bought a lil of food for my frens and a bottle of XO for my daddy. Though its not that wonderful but i've alrdy planned to get him something better on his nxt bday LOL. (An older bottle.)

Overall i've many things to complain abt the trip, but however as a guy i think its better to let it come to a rest and move on. Now the tough times are over.. but no one can celebrate with me.

Today is YW n Kenny's bday, ate a sumptuous meal at Yw's place. And wads more i felt rather sad when i saw wad they'd received as a bday present from so many frens, even from Ah Ting. Well wad else can i say.. on my 21st bday practically only my parents rmb. And i received nth from frens, other den my fellow Pioneer commanders. There was a card on the table written with wishes and congrats to YW. I tot to myself, how sweet if that card was for me instead. But its was really painful and jealous, really. Why...? Why...?
Looks like some pple will always luckier.
Now, lets not compare. I've to be satisfy with my life.
At least i still have my lovely family, for that i'm damn lucky and fortunate alrdy. I'll b satisfy with wad i have, bcoz life is not always fair..

Smile and walk on. gZ- is one of a kind, steadfast and ready to accept challenge. So long as gZ- can help others, he'll take the extra step regardless for tough its gonna be.
Whose gonna owned?
Ans: gZ-

and still the good times at Wallaby are over, take tis as a memory and lets carry on with your life gZ-!

off "I" go....

finally, TODAY is the day! i'm finally flying off to Australia, some eastern part of it, the desert area... fk it seriously. hope this will be unforgettable trip to the west.

wads more.. i had a a few consecutive ownage games with my fellow peeps, totally pwnage. now i'm satisfied with the gaming part. hmm wads nxt? FOOD. Wanted to eat mac for the last time, but come to tink of it, its just a 1 mths trip... not as if its entire life no more mac right? so i dropped the idea of going to mac for now.

1 funny thing.. that bitch gracie. she went to pen in her stupid blog i'm the most irritating guy. WTF.. i bloody hell told her i accidentally deleted the msg she sent. Thats y i asked her AGAIN..
oh man i still tot it will b quite lonely to study alone @ mac so i asked if anyone was going down, but instead of giving me a correct and steadfast answer, she .......forget it. seriously.. she's an ARSE, she stinks!

BUT still..................

gZ- rocks