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so tell that someone that you love
is watcha thinking of
if tomorrow never comes..
well i kinda love most part of the lyrics here. it is really meaningful though.
hmm i never had a chance to tell the person i love how much she meant for me. till now.. dont tink there'll be a 2nd chance.
kinda regret it when i come to think of it.
dreamt of her and images kept running thru my mind all these while. but it just doesnt seem to settle down at all.
knowing somethings canot be "mian qiang" but the selfishness inside me juz wanted a little bit more..
NOW its all set and done, wad can i do?? Nth much.. lets be more positive and plan for my studies ahead.
Prolly planning for overseas studies after my national service. Might take up engineering skills or communication skills there..
So i've to settle down here and get rdy to move overseas in due date to come. Lets see i'll be ard 26+ when u finish my studies LOL WTF.
What to do? nth's left for me to stay here..... den i've hav to work on some future i guess.
Go go, lets go~~~
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Singapore, Happy Birthday
My best wishes for Singapore. Stay vibrant and lively.
Peace to the nation and everlasting wealthy economy.
Happy birthday dear Singapore.
Peace to the nation and everlasting wealthy economy.
Happy birthday dear Singapore.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Timeless.
dear oh dear....... how long have i not been posting. hmm, recently i've been tinking of where to study after my national service.
a thought came across. that is overseas degree, an expensive paper catch. but its the best and more realistic future of wad i think of currently. a lot of questions recently, a lot. i never get wad i wanted in my past few relationships. a unconditioned care n concern, just specially for me, the thought of sharing with me when she saw gd stuffs and of coz the locked on love that has been targeted on me.
Why? Why all those i thought that i wanted never realistically happened or granted naturally?
Do i really need to wait all the way till my hair starts to turn white, tummy start bulging out den i have to resort to finding a woman that is also just lookin for a partner to just marry n "so be it"?
Oh no please! No please! I wan to live a colourful life.. a life that experiences real touch of love and emotions. So far this hasnt been happening, sometimes i've been thinking, am i really gonna end it here n leave for my further studies. Den till i get back, all the good girls are alrdy gone by then, i seriously dont want this to happen.
But if i really hafta leave for FS*, i've to distance myself away frm girls. So i wont feel so desperate anymore =/
time is really a joke, cant it be timeless??? but at least time now, i'm still healthy and strong now.
most prolly im leaving for ATEC stage 2 tis coming nov. den on the immediate wk, my 42km standard chartered marathon. WOOO... this is my experience to run with my injured knee. hope it recovers on time!! it better do!! LOL.
time flies, 1yr1mth for me in NS. few more months and i'll say byebye to my 42SAR. good n bad, good is tat i recovered my freedom as a civilian, no more regiments and rigid procedures. bad is that i'll definitely miss that bunk, that bunkmates, that pioneer platoon, the pple who lives in Serval, the COS duties, the computer which i always used for CROs and admin work, the 4.2km route we always run. the sai gang we always do tgt, the bronco we slp in during outfield, the basketball court in 38SCE, the SOC and morning PTs, the rest room we always use when we gt nth to do, and OC cpt leck, CSM MSG Vincent, wooooo all the little things happened and done in 42SAR serval. I will not forget all these, but i'll have to put it down and move on with my nxt undertaking. the most impt and must-not-forget thing is the smiles and the laughters during our stay in the camp, with my pioneer specs, my storemen sebastian, CQ, scout specs, mortar specs, and OC, CSM. all these will become a part of my memory as we move on. Now i write this, 9mths later a more detail post will be posted again to express myself even further.
ok, stop liao. too long see liao oso sian. finally, if there's a chance i reallly hope something beautiful could happen to me in my remaining days in NS tgt with this person that really cares for me n loves me. And i love her.
a thought came across. that is overseas degree, an expensive paper catch. but its the best and more realistic future of wad i think of currently. a lot of questions recently, a lot. i never get wad i wanted in my past few relationships. a unconditioned care n concern, just specially for me, the thought of sharing with me when she saw gd stuffs and of coz the locked on love that has been targeted on me.
Why? Why all those i thought that i wanted never realistically happened or granted naturally?
Do i really need to wait all the way till my hair starts to turn white, tummy start bulging out den i have to resort to finding a woman that is also just lookin for a partner to just marry n "so be it"?
Oh no please! No please! I wan to live a colourful life.. a life that experiences real touch of love and emotions. So far this hasnt been happening, sometimes i've been thinking, am i really gonna end it here n leave for my further studies. Den till i get back, all the good girls are alrdy gone by then, i seriously dont want this to happen.
But if i really hafta leave for FS*, i've to distance myself away frm girls. So i wont feel so desperate anymore =/
time is really a joke, cant it be timeless??? but at least time now, i'm still healthy and strong now.
most prolly im leaving for ATEC stage 2 tis coming nov. den on the immediate wk, my 42km standard chartered marathon. WOOO... this is my experience to run with my injured knee. hope it recovers on time!! it better do!! LOL.
time flies, 1yr1mth for me in NS. few more months and i'll say byebye to my 42SAR. good n bad, good is tat i recovered my freedom as a civilian, no more regiments and rigid procedures. bad is that i'll definitely miss that bunk, that bunkmates, that pioneer platoon, the pple who lives in Serval, the COS duties, the computer which i always used for CROs and admin work, the 4.2km route we always run. the sai gang we always do tgt, the bronco we slp in during outfield, the basketball court in 38SCE, the SOC and morning PTs, the rest room we always use when we gt nth to do, and OC cpt leck, CSM MSG Vincent, wooooo all the little things happened and done in 42SAR serval. I will not forget all these, but i'll have to put it down and move on with my nxt undertaking. the most impt and must-not-forget thing is the smiles and the laughters during our stay in the camp, with my pioneer specs, my storemen sebastian, CQ, scout specs, mortar specs, and OC, CSM. all these will become a part of my memory as we move on. Now i write this, 9mths later a more detail post will be posted again to express myself even further.
ok, stop liao. too long see liao oso sian. finally, if there's a chance i reallly hope something beautiful could happen to me in my remaining days in NS tgt with this person that really cares for me n loves me. And i love her.
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