杭州之旅

真是难忘啊！这次杭州之旅真的是感人肺腑。简单地说就是我见证了一对情侣成为了夫妇，幸福的很。可是同时我自己的爱情也随着她的离去而结束。很多事错过了才知道自己没懂的好好去珍惜，所以只能吧这次的失败当成一场教训。一切都太迟了，心也留不下，多说也没用。只能真心希望她能找到一个会对她好的男生，不会在让她吃苦。她也因此会成为我此生很美好的回忆，我会牢牢记着她对我的好！谢谢你的回忆萱萱。

现在这句话终于真的能派上用场了。。

曾经有一段真城的爱情 摆在我面前，我没有好好去珍惜..
当我失去她时，我才后悔莫及..
人世间 最痛苦的事 莫过于此..

如果上天再给我一次机会，我会对那个女孩说：我爱你..
如果非要将这份爱加上一个期限.. 
我希望是.. 一万年。

Enough said, what is over, is over. Now for my trip to HangZhou! I went over because my ex uni classmate, Joyce & 严喆， were getting married and also for a holiday. They paid for our hotel for the entire stay, not just that, they were too generous that they also paid for practically every expense that we had. So generous that we decided to give them a HUGE angbao in return haha! I have to say we had nothing else other than a thousands of compliments for Joyce and her entire family for the way they treated us, the guests and friends. No doubt, the way they treat people makes me envious and learnt something important from them, it works vice versa, and thats why like that say when they needed help, no one and i would dare to say no one will shunt off. 

They accompanied us throughout our stay there, fetching us around to tour and also for nice local delicacies. And I really have to thank them again for the superb hosting even though they're so busy with their own wedding dinner preparations. *Thumbs up for Joyce & 严喆*! 

I couldn't recall which were the places we went for our meals everyday, but basically, the one i could remember was 绿茶. There was such a long que that we went to the back of that street where there's this not-sure-what 湖 or lake *Can't remember* that we camwhore a little there before going in 绿茶 for our meals.

Food there was really delicious and cheap! For our entire stay, we almost had about a minimum of 9 dishes for every meal. Of cos, this only happen because we're their guest and they are feeding us so well, too well.

Also, other than food, we meet 2 lovely ladies, whom were Joyce's frend. CC & ZL!

They took a day off just to bring us around 西湖 and also for lunch. Those 3 plate of noodles above are from the famous local noodle restaurant. Splendid food have to say, so much food that we can't finish! LOL!

Everyday we were living like a Prince in HangZhou, eating so much good food, having people to fetch us around from place to place, living so comfortably. Thanks again to Joyce, 严喆 & family.

On the actual day, we were ask to be the sister's party of Joyce's family side. So the 4 of us manage to grab some free entrance angbao.

After the morning ceremony, we joined them for a photoshoot at a beautiful garden full of 桃花 somewhere around 西湖. Took a few pics with 严喆, the male lead of this event. 

 

Manage to see the small pond in the picture below? Initially we thought that was actually the notorious 西湖！Cant belief it LOL!

So, after the photoshoot, they were heading for the hotel where the wedding dinner was held. And this was their ride for the entire journey, how prestigious! Everyone on the road was looking at them, damn envious!

And look how pretty is our bride!

As we move on to the wedding dinner, while we were looking for our seats, we saw this board with names and dedicated tables. We found our name and surprisingly, my name became 2 person, a English me and a Chinese me. Unfortunately, Bobby got his name mixed up and this is what he became. The event company event prepared a interview with the 4 of us during the dinner!

On the last 2nd day, CC brought us to the real 西湖！We took a sampan boat ride around 西湖 and manage to cover a small part of it.

Nothing much on the last day, went to do some shopping and went to the airport. 

Lastly, I will like to sincerely wish Joyce & 严喆 a happy & blissful marriage. Lets look forward to hear some good news from them again, prolly next yr as they claim? Haha, no rush take your time!

To sum up this trip to 杭州 I've learnt 3 new things, 开裆裤，玩牛牛 & 岳母娘 炒房价！Lets remember the wonderful times that we've spend there and let this be our motivation to return and the next time i return, i'm going to their temple to pray and also finish up the rest of the 西湖!  =)

杭州再见了！

gZ- misses 杭州好朋友。再会！

抽刀断水水更流,举杯销愁愁更愁。人生在世不称意，明朝散发弄扁舟。

Never realise I would still dream about Little Miss. G. But surprisingly, I did. And it was still a sweet dream =).  

But few days right after the dream, the message that I anticipated for quite sometime finally came. "95% of people text things they could never say in person." much agreed and and I guess this method usually works. 

(P.S. To the past, I deeply appreciate her presence. Like she told me, those days were the happiest moment of my life too.)

Had been drinking for the past few days not because im feeling down, but its the festive season, Christmas and New Year!

And yes, the year is coming to an end. No dooms day whatsoever. 2013 is coming right up, and it'll be a new beginning, a fresh start. with a new 'army' job and also hope to meet new peeps out there for contacts and new exposure.  

Something will turn out great for you eventually. So cherish the memories and welcome the future with open arms! 

Roll on. gZ- rocks!

It all became a 69

Yep tats right, it all became a 69 instead of a 99 as planned. But well nvm its ok im still glad that i had her in my life.

Had a simple evening with her and this feeling isnt something that can be explained with words. Happiness and joy filled my entire heart as we strolled down the beach of ECP, though we didnt walk far but it was an unforgettable moment with her. The way she held my hands engraved a mark in my heart so sweetly done that i knew nth better could replace this.

And I can only wish this love will last as long as it can, hopefully endless. Becoz this special bond is not easy to tie, especially for a guy like me.

Now the tricky part is to settle my parents, hope they can understand me. I know they will.

P.S ich liebe dich Summer.

Words of gZ-
And our love will sail on, against the wave and challenge the storm, all for a better tomorrow. =)

the spark of hope.

Emotion is a very special feeling. now that i've found myself plunged into a hole called 'love', so deep, and endless. I met this gal, so special....... whom leads a princess life, so lovely, and yet so fragile. I felt something special about her, something warm. This warmth made me fall in love with her, and her fragile frames make me want to take care of her even more.

Though im afraid that our financial differences will be the major obstructing factor that might cause hinderance in our relationship. But i couldnt be more selfish for now to have her by my side first, b4 all these thots come into reality. Though this is reality, but i'll still hold on to this simple hope for a new beginning in a r/s that can blossom into a garden of fruits.

She's so dear to me, i couldnt say more but i want her to b part of my life. Not sure whether she wants to or not, but nonetheless im all out to give it a shot! Many have said i've always been a stupid guy who always gave what my gf wants, but i think this is not stupid but instead it's my style of dote and love that i express to my special partner. Hopefully this way of showing love can work things out and rebuild my long lost confidence once again.

9911 will be the day i will ask her for the officials, not sure whether is she ready or will she accept but, even if i failed...... at least i tried. =)

But after this will come a new challenge from my family, to accept her as my gf. Not gonna plan too far ahead, as i prefer the best plan is to have no plans.
Though seriously many have said negative remarks about chinese nationals, and i do agree to some extend, but i seriously have no idea on whats deep inside her mind is she stilling hiding anythings from me or whether does she have any ulterior motives. But fk it man, im not gonna care anymore!! I just wan to fall in love again and have a taste of love.

I will persist that feelings are way more valuable then what money can buy. Thats y i will appreciate this chance and cherish her, even if she might be taking advantage of me with her whatever ulterior motive it may be, I wont care anymore. Cause papa is in LOVE!!!! woohoo!

To my dear girl if u ever read this, please dont jump up and start swearing at me or feel angry or disappoinment. The ulterior motive i've mentioned is purely based on my relatives experience and surrounding happenings. As i've told u b4 there're too many such cases happening ard us, or at least to my family, and that is y i have this mentality. Please forgive me for doubting u. It really wasnt intentional, its just that some impressions are hard to filter out so easily. Hope u can understand. And if u ever get to read this, these 3 words are from my heart and just for u 我爱你.



gZ- will enjoy while love is in the air!~
If possible, let this love last forever.
And ever.

Learned something new.

"Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned, Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned"

a good friend of mine told me this and hope that i can truely understand its meaning. =)

10 years ago...

s0me memories just came flowing back into my mind. remember 10 years ago, i was in sec 1, studying in 1D. Was said to be the lousiest of all the express classes... but at that time, i was too young and cant be bother with academics. Got to know one of my favourite teacher, 2 yrs of form teacher, Mr Chan Boon Hoe. He looks stern from the first sight, but sooner as we know him better, he was a fun peron to play ard with. I still remembered he whack me on my back, thanks to the 'jian bao'. But after that dunno during which year, he left to teach other schools.


He was also the teacher in charge for bball, which tat cca i was seriously hoped to enter. It was known to be a cool sport back then, and also partially due to the urge to join a bball team since primary school. And it was during this period i started to play basic bball and with proper trainings.


It was a big regret during my last yr of secondary school days that i gave up my slot for my fellow teammates. I think i was considered pretty outstanding in terms of skill at that time, but im just too stubborn that i skipped trainings. None the less it was great to play for them for 2yrs, and i've learnt quite a fair bit.


my secondary days, other than bball and a little bit of study, nothing else has been a boomer for me. no girlfren, no good grades and i think quite a few teachers hated me. nothing special, just another attitude kid that is not interested in studies. but luckily i managed to get thru those terrible days of lousy science teacher and gone-crazy maths teacher.


i could still remember vividly, that everytime i walk past the corridors where the bball court could be seen, it was always muddy, and dirty. few pple played and the rest are from the sch team. seriously, it was a fun time back in the secondary sch days. nth beats playing ball after school, and looking at other cute volleyball babes. secondary studies were pretty much carefree, just that i didnt took that opportunity to experience puppy love a few more times.

Young is the word i dont tink i can see that in myself anymore. Some good memories from 10 years ago had reminded me not to waste my youth any further. from a center pathing, to botak, then to spiky. whoa....those are really the days i hope i wont forget.

and as i continue to live this age, i shall be ready to accept the nxt multiple 10years i will be writing here. the nxt stage of life, working and setting up a family. and i hope for the nxt 10 yrs it will be a experience of life that i will never forget, just like my secondary school day, 10 years ago in 2001.



And as im listening to Linkin park's - Iridescent

Let it go~ Let it go~ Let it go~~~~~~~~~~~~~

gZ- will continue to roll as the future unfolds.

To be...

I hope and want to be successful in my love and life. For at least, people can't look down on me.